A lot of the time, I don’t really feel connected to anything. I worry that I was made so solitary, so inward, that no one will ever really touch me, or know me, or love me. I am not the kind of person that things happen to, and sometimes the nothingness is overwhelming. I feel like a nobody almost all of the time, and it scares me, because I act like it.
She’s cheer captain and
there’s a river in my chest and you’re still learning how to swim.
call out to me.
I am still